hi fahmi, ag buat apa tu. harini, aku tertengok drama cinta pasal budak sekolah. im really into it. because it reminds me of you bila zaman sekolah dulu. i really miss you, fahmi. how long more kita nak macam ni. hidup dalam ketidakpastian. hm... the feelings that only i know. it hurts. i never attached to someone up to this level fahmi. why susah sangat aku nak lupakan ag...
walaupun banyak sangat benda yang buat aku tak okay, but why i still want to stay. im sad that sometimes i cried bila teringat ag. everytime tulis dekat sini pun still lagi sedih. hmm.. its so difficult to forget you fahmi... i really want to be like you, full of ego, ignorance, ambitious about own future.
to be honest, you are one of my three dreams. hilang cuma ag, tapi aku rasa hilang semua. i know, orang kalau baca ni mesti akan cakap aku ni terhegeh2, atau tak ingat tuhan. tapi, i tell Allah the same thing. its not easy to lupakan ag and i just dont know why... sometimes i hate myself too why me susah sangat. padahal, ag sikit pun tak kisah pasal aku...
1 month have passed, and it still the same feeling... it never changed. no matter how i twist my words. the heart will never change. its weird.